Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Am I Obsessed

with the idea of having good sex at least once in my life. I feel that sex is one of the joys of life. Its free , not to time consuming and gives intense pleasure (in some instances). I've been thinking about getting another sample of my swinger friend. Maybe this time I will relax, and actually enjoy it. I faked an orgasm on him last time, and I think he knew. He didn't have to fake thought, I saw the flood he let out in that condom. Plus, men usually say new coohie is always good coohie right? So it would of been good for him no matter what. He sure did let out some powerful moans when I tightened that thing up and started to bang it back to him. Homeboy's eyes were glazed over like he had been smoking something.
In more academic news, I just finished reading a very good book. The title is Female Chauvinist Pigs. Its written by Ariel Levy. The premise of the book is how women have embraced smut culture which was traditionally a domain of men. One of her biggest beefs is with women participate in the subjugation of other women as a means to make a dollar. An example she gave was the CEO of Playboy who happens to be Hugh Heffiner's(spell) daughter. Check out this book if you have the time. Unfortunately, women find it so easy to sell other women out no matter what the circumstances are.
I think I have a few of the qualities of female chauvinist pig behavior. I watch porn(Mr. Marcus knows how to work that thing). Although,I am not a fan of the type of porn where the men are treating the actresses in a brutal and demeaning manner. I also like to look at tastefully nude photos. Blacktail is definitely a no-no in my book, the photos in that mag are just to graphic.
I also brought a new CD. Corrine Bailey Rae is the Shhh. Please buy her CD(no bootlegs people). She is a true artist, with real talent. There is not one weak song on her CD.

7 comments:

Miss Contradiction said...

ON BEING EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO A GUY OR THE LACK THEREOF:

"I was emotionally attached to my first three sex partners. They were my boyfriends. I belevie that it takes something more than love to have a good sexual encounter. Hence my decision to find a friend with benefits"

TRYING TO IDENTIFY THE REASONS WHY YOU FEEL YOU HAVENT ENJOYED SEX:

"The swinger friend was the first person that I had sex with who I was not in a relationship with so I wonder if that is why I did not enjoy it with him. Then again I never really enjoyed it with any of my ex's either, so maybe not."

YET ANOTHER REASON..
"Another problem, I don't think he was the 8 and 3/4 quarter inches that he said. He was probably more like 6 inches but he was very thick. I am now up to four sexual partners."

THIS IS YOU CONVINCING YOUR SELF:

"I know a few people said I should wait until I am in a relationship before I have sex again, but you know what. I am so happy I did not have a relationship with this guy. I would have been very angry with him for wasting my time."

CONFUSED...
"I've been thinking about getting another sample of my swinger friend. Maybe this time I will relax, and actually enjoy it."

@ Beauty In Baltimore...I THINK YOU ARE GETING CONFUSED AS TO WHAT YOU FEEL..THE EXCERPTS WERE CULLED FROM SOME OF YOUR ENTRIES.
SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU ARE GETTING KINDA ATTACHED TO THIS GUY.
..HMMM.. LUCKY MARRIED GUY( OF COURSE HIS WIFE GAVE HER CONSENT) HE GETS TO SLEEP WITH YOU AT HIS LEISURE
(WHILE HE CALLS HIMSELF A SWINGER) MEN ARE SO ENJOYING THIS WORLD OH! FREE p**SY!!! IF IT WERE A WOMAN, WE WOULD BE THROWN OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR EVEN SUGGESTING IT!

beautyinbaltimore said...

@ miss contradiction- nah, I don't have those type of feelings for old boy. If I was the type to get emotionally attached(easily), I would not embark on this type of relationship. That would be plain stupid.

Memoirs of a Sheila said...

Wow, had no idea about the HH playboy thing. Have to say I'd prefer it was women demoralising us than men, despite the fact it isn't sisterly.

NaijaBloke said...

Gurl u r a trip..Ama have to come back here.

Take care

aihammed delot said...

channel: i think you missed the last point i made. I didnt mean cos you were i a relationship with them then that would automatically mean good sex, what i meant was if you fall in love with a guy who'se even half decent in bed, then your emotions are bound to compensate for any short comings. i say this cos it works both ways. the most memorable sex i've ever had wasnt from the woman who rode the rod the best, but was from a woman who knew a bit of what she was doing but i loved alot. I think you need to find you a man who aint got a small dick - or at least knows what to do with it. (that was your complaint about your last 2 boyfriends wasnt it?)

beautyinbaltimore said...

@delot- "rode the rod" I like that. Yes my three ex boyfriends were all on the small side and they didn't know what to do with it.

The Stiltwalker said...

man I had kickass sex once (well numerous times) with this dude and I'm glad I have no idea where to find him now b/c I swear I'd be on top of him right now. I think it's best to have it for a little while then have it taken away. You appreciate it more, lol.