Monday, July 17, 2006

Boredom and Change

I am so very bored. I thought that I would be happy to take a year off from school, but I think I am ready to go back . I've been thinking about starting a part-time social work program. Or anything that requires my brain to function beyond the bit of reading I force myself to do everyday. Nursing school is still my number one priority thought. With a nursing degree, I will have the type of job security that very few Americans have.
I have decided to work on my physical self for the next few months(no plastic surgery). I am going to make my skin a smooth as it was just a few months ago. I just have to leave the fried foods alone. I am also going to grow out my haircut. The third thing I am going to do is take off a few pounds. If Beyonce can do it, than so can I. I think I am going to go for a more "punk" look. My current look is more glamour girl(Victoria Secret- Tyra Banks). The punk look won't draw black men, but I am doing this for me so I don't really care.
I can't believe that my desire to have a friend with benefits got so many people worked up. Geez, I am an unmarried 25 year-old female. I am at the age when I am most fertile, so of course my hormones are going to cause me to feel aroused sometimes. If I chose to have a friend with benefits than so be it. The most important thing is that I am responsible(BIRTH CONTROL AND CONDOMS).

9 comments:

Big Bad Vodoo Mommy said...

"The most important thing is that I am responsible(BIRTH CONTROL AND CONDOMS"

You said it sister!

Take Care of Yourself!

LovelyMonAmi said...

honey take your but back to school! Shoot the best sex with with college boys.. they've got stamina!

alissa said...

ohmygoodness...
monami stays cracking me up.

i wasn't worked up... if that's what it seemed like. it's just that i want all of my sisters to be safe. it's a warzone out there. i'm glad you're one of the responsible ones.

and change is good. i'm probably gonna go back to school and get my masters... and i've been looking really cute lately... mostly for myself. i'm on this whole empowerment thing... due to man drama. putting the focus on more positive things. maybe i should post about it... hmmmmm...

Errata said...

Im with monami, them 19-23's got that CRACK! haaa!
Dont get me twisted, I once had a screw-buddy before and he had a helluva pipe.. but from what I recall, baltimore has an epidemic of sorts. Besides all that, you seem headed on the right track, I like your punk idea.

School is oh so necessary, as for your face, you should try and pay attention to how your body reacts when you eat certain things, or pay attention to the times you get blemishes.
"You are what you eat" is real talk.

LA GIRLIE said...

yes birth control, condoms, and you forgot one thing--comfortable in your own skin. That's really what it takes to have hot sex. Not a relationship, not even with someone you've known for a long time. Hot sex requires passion , lust and animal attraction. Everything else is just icing. Read all about it in my latest post "21 year olds are easy".

Tola said...

Just take care of yourself and Do you ( Thats wat a good friend of mine loves to say).

eclectik said...

I'm so very bored myself...I feel your pain...
I'm new to the blog, but I like what I see so far! Good material

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http://eclectikrelaxation.com/blog/

The Stiltwalker said...

go for the punk look. I certainly don't fit into Black men's box, whatever the hell that is. But I started thinking to myself "hell I ain't trying to fit into their box, I want some white meat" LOL. How's your hair cut?

beautyinbaltimore said...

@- stilt -Longer version of Louise Brooks' bob.